当你已经不在 When you're not around anymore

思绪很乱。。。我不想去想咯。。。但是，感觉像在背叛你，不过说了可能更加伤害你。
哎哟~虽然不后悔，但是很希望告诉你我的想法。不过，现在不行。所以，还是希望你等我。

-不是自己的我-

Am confused now. Doesn't wanna even think about it. But i felt like i betrayed you, but if i said it out i would hurt you more. Haix. Though i never regretted, i wished i could tell you clearly how i feel. But, not now. So, hope you could wait for me.

-Not me-